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[17 Feb 2007|09:12pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

i feel lost, and it shouldn't be this way. idk what i'm doing.

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SO bored! [20 Jan 2007|06:41pm]
[ mood | tired ]

i'm so sick of studying for anatomy and nutrition. it blows! and idk when i'm going tup to see nick next but it better be soon cuz i miss him a whole lot!
oh well here's some pictures.

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Woah. [10 Jan 2007|04:26pm]

woah i havent updated in so long. everything is so weird and updated now.
break was awesome.
hung out with kelsey a lot
and nick :]
hes so awesome.

i finally start classes tomorrow. damn i dont wanna go but i do. 
i'm bout to start working full time at beaumont.
ew. an extra day of wiping asses. 
working 3 days a week at 12.82 an hour isnt bad though! 

i'm already bored with this.

Kiss it BITCH

[25 Jul 2006|09:45pm]
[ mood | happy ]

These past 6 months have been a blast...especially my summer.

in January i got a membership to bally's and i have lost a total of 30 lbs. i feel like sucha new person and i've had so much self confidence in myself than i ever have before. i'm definitely proud of myself for keeping the weight off even when i eat like a cow on the weekends.

i've been hanging out wit kelsey and we've become the greatest of friends. we got fired from panera together. she introduced me to new things. and we have all of next month planned out. i can't wait! 

Nicholas and i got back together in October and we're still together. its been a great 9 months, but he's unfortunately leaving me in september to go to school @ olivet, which is i don't know where but i'll find out sooner or later, cuz i'll be visiting him and kelsey almost every weekend. 

I got a job at Olgas, and i love it there. It's nothing compared to panera. yeah i still handle customers but i don't have to do any sidework or ANY cleaning. woo!

I start my other job in August as a nurse's assistant over at beaumont and will be getting paid $12.15 an hour and i only have to work 2 days a week. grant it, it's 12 hour shifts, but $12.15 an hour will definitely pay the bills i've been having and will get me out of debt. 

i'm sad the summers coming to an end but i'm not going to let that get to me. i'm going to enjoy this last month and hope for the best during the school year...

i just read over everything i wrote and none of this sounds like me. i've definitely changed a lot and i'm proud of it.

life is great.

Kiss it BITCH

what? [03 Jun 2006|12:48pm]

So idk why i never update anymore. prolly cuz my computers a lesbian and never wants to work.

i got fired from panera. ahhhhaha. what a joke. but the upside is i got a job at olgas and a soon to be job as a nurse assistant @ beaumont.

other than that sex is great.



i can't wait til florida wit kelsey and possibly nick! (and the family which sucks..)

can people call me to hang out. i haven't seen u people in forever!


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[29 Apr 2006|11:41pm]

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[30 Jan 2006|12:29pm]
mis·car·riage (n):The premature expulsion of a nonviable fetus from the uterus. Also called spontaneous abortion.
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[26 Jan 2006|09:22am]
So, i'm NOT going to State on Friday night, instead i am going to State on Saturday night with Nicholas. He's going up to see Bryan, so i'm going up wit him so i can see Kelsey. WOO. I miss Kelsey SO much.

Nicholas came over last night. I gave him my black backpack, now i have a pink one and i am so excited. Nicholas and i had a talk last night. I was really scared when he told me he wanted to talk, but it ended up being good. We all know how i have major trust issues...but we sorta talked bout that last night and it was good. It relieved me so much. So i'm glad we had that talk. He's been a real sweetie these past few weeks and idk what i'd do without him.

I am extremely excited for Monday @ 4pm. Jaclyn and i have a meeting wit our physical trainer. WOO!! I honestly can't wait to take the cycling classes and the aerobics classes. I gotta look good for Myrtle Beach/Hilton Head Island this summer. Oh i can't wait. Hopefully the rest of the week turns out ok. I'm ecstatic to see Kelsey, you have NO idea.
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[24 Jan 2006|10:50am]
I cannot wait to see my love on friday @ State.

nick makes me happy.
it's been a while since i've been content wit him.
he's made me happier than ever this month.

my parents piss me off.
i want to leave but i know i can't make it on my own.
if only my dad would shut the fuck up and quit hating on me.
if they would leave me alone and quit getting on my ass about shit.
if they at least pretended like they cared about me rather than telling me they'd ruin my life if i make one false move..
if only they did that..i would be happy.

p.s. Jaclyn and i got a membership to bally's i'm so excited to take the cycling and aerobics classes! woo!
Kiss it BITCH

[05 Dec 2005|09:21pm]


2 more pics i forgot...Collapse )

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Halloween ETC. [05 Dec 2005|08:52pm]

I finally got pics developed from halloween and such so here we go..



That black chick is a hostess at Monterrey..its quite gross if u ask me...Collapse )

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[30 Nov 2005|09:21am]
I really need to stop procrastinating. good god. well. i got bitched at this morning which sucked. i work tonight which also sucks. i feel like skipping my history class again which equals 2 weeks of not attending class plus i cant even find my damn history book so that sucks too.

i had more to say but i forgot so fuck this.

p.s. theresa i can't believe u and byron broke up again but you know what? i'm convinced. byron don't love you like i do lol and nick don't love me like you do
Kiss it BITCH

[20 Nov 2005|11:59am]
ok jenny theresa and i all had a convo bout calming and settling down, so speaking of which..i really need to right now.

*takes a deep breath*

ok seriously margie settle the fuck down..
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.... [19 Nov 2005|10:14am]
Wow, i get into some weird moods sometimes. What really needs to happen is i need to quit freakin the fuck out! IDK why i keep freaking out about stupid ass shit, but i really need to stop and calm the fuck down. Honestly, wtf is wrong wit me.

On another note, i'm kinda worried about something. Kinda REALLY worried, but hopefully its not a big deal. It better not be a big deal otherwise i think i might just freak out!

Once again, i need to quit with the freaking out. lol.

Nick came up to the big Cantizzle yesterday. We had fun. He kept on dragging me on the bench lol and it was so funny. We ate our food which wasn't too great but great at the same time. Make sense? SURE! It was a good time. Jenny wanted me to hang out with her instead cuz i guess her and Ashlie were gonna go smoke some..and i'm not talking Cigarettes. I passed on that. Only becauseeee, how often do you have the opportunity to get some good booty on a Friday night? Yeah thats right you don't pass up good booty. Plus i've never even smoked weed ever in my life and her bf sells weed so the weeds not going anywhere idk why yesterday was sucha big deal..well i do, it was ashlie's last time hanging out cept ashlie didn't even show up to meet jenny @ monterrey so fuck that idea. I went home and got some sweet ass..hot damn! Jenny kept asking nick what our status was with each other. Well Nick kept telling her to ask me because its my decision but really its not. So we got to my house and kinda talked bout it on my bed til my dad rudely interrupted and came home from work, but yes yes, we are back together. I.N.S.A.N.E thats what i said too. But all is well. and Margie is happy.

Well i must leave u, i have to go free some slaves. Peace out jiggas..

p.s. I'M GONNA MISS CHRISTINA so much. She is my favvvvorite person at Monterrey and i love her commentaries and shes leaving me =( *tear*
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Wow.. [08 Nov 2005|09:54am]
I've been having a good time with nick, and that makes me happy..

i gotta concentrate on school..which isn't too bad..

i have a lot on my mind..ugh.

i had a lot of fun wit nick the other night. wow..i <3 my incredible hulk
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[25 Oct 2005|09:23am]
[ mood | confused ]

So sometimes i just don't know what the fuck is up w/me. I have mood swings like woah, but its not even PMS..so don't start with that shit. IDK what it is, but most likely i'm stressed out like a mother fucker. Why? IDK...or maybe i DO know, i just don't want to say anything...well not right now at least. Well Theresa knows, but then again, shes the only one that ever knows my feelings. So hmm...this kinda sucks..

I don't know what else to say...I need to get some sleep is what i need to do. But i've become quite the insomniac lately. Who knows why. Maybe cuz i'm so used to talking to Nick til 3:30 in the morning. But now i don't really talk to him at all..

I just want to know why parents seem to hate me. It seems like every relationship i get into, parents just don't like me..and IDK whyyyy!! I'm not even a bad person. like seriously i'm so nice to parents..my friends parents all hate me but when it comes to relationships and shit, nope parents don't even wanna try. I'm not even gonna mess wit that shit anymore. They just need to cut that shit out thats what they need to do. Oh well..

I wish my friends were at home..Mostly Kelsey, I miss her so much sometimes. We have such good times together and i wish she was home. I can't wait til she turns 18 and we go CLUBBIN' heck yeah!

ohhhhhh boy..

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[22 Oct 2005|11:25am]
[ mood | peaceful ]

So my week has been awesome. Besides the fact that my PMS kicks in and pisses people off.

Things have been great. I didn't study for an exam that i took in psychology, and i got an A, in fact i got one of the highest scores in the class. Sometimes i wish i could just major in Psychology. Too bad my rents won't agree with that and i have to struggle my way thru the Nursing program. I hate science, and the more i look at things, the more i don't even want to be a Nurse. From the things my mom tells me that she does at work (and she's only a Nurse's assistant...) i dont want to do that shit. I'd rather be a psychologist..

I've been having fun wit my man. Thing's couldn't get any better.

I spent last night doing nothing for the first time and it was kinda awesome. I talked to Nick on the phone til 4am. Good times.

I hope next week goes by just as good as this week did.

Kiss it BITCH

[18 Oct 2005|01:49pm]
[ mood | horny ]

I seem to have myself a bit of a situation..


I'm not sure what to do yet, but God help me. haha.

Life couldn't be any better right now..i don't think i've ever been this happy.
Thanks to you guys :)

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[16 Oct 2005|11:19am]
[ mood | happy ]

i hung out wit Kelsey yesterday and it was the greatest fun i've ever had. We went to lovers lane and saw some huge dildo's lol and we had to leave cuz we were laughing so hard. WOW. i'm so glad we hung out yesterday. and i'm so glad i told her my little secret cuz she didn't freak out and i love her so much for it no one will ever know. I love her so much and i can't wait for all the good times we'll have!! I love her god!

Yesterday was my russian hottie's bday! (and sweetest day) i'm so happy for him. even tho he didn't really get much for his bday lol and all i gave him was a card and a $25 gift card to best buy cuz he loves his music! He's so cool. Really, he is.

I talked to Nicholas yesterday. It was a good conversation for the most part..We'll see how things go..

I love life right now, and that's so unusual for me. wow.

I have a bitch ass speech to do tommorrow and i'm pretty damn scared so everyone wish me luck!

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[12 Oct 2005|10:04am]
[ mood | excited ]

Christina from Monterrey's is throwing a halloween bash. OMG i'm excited. Alex is coming home (hopefully), Kelsey's coming to the party and i think Nick might be coming also. w00! i'm so excited!!

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